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Monday, August 31, 2009

"I salute her"

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well, i met a girl this year,
and i never seen this type of girl for a long time..
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she looks at me, and smiles at me,
even when im not looking at her,
from the corner of my eye,
i can see her smiling at me...
...
our relationship is funny...
i seldom talk to her, and she seldom talks to me...
she has her own set of friends, and so do i..
but it is that moment ,
that i look into her eyes, and she smiles at me...
that i appreciate the most...
...
she doesnt feel ashame standing side by side with me, she doesnt care what others think..
and thats the beauty i see in her...
for a guy like me with a girl like her, well chemistry is hard to happen..
im not hoping for anything, but if the chance is right at the doorstep,
i would surely knock and enter the door...
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she makes me feel wanted...
and accepts me for who i am..
over the years,
i have been with girls who acts like they're not with me when their own friends is around...
they are afraid of rumours, they are afraid of people saying things, and they are ashame of me..
well, let me say this to you, whoever you r, i 4give u...
for a test of heart and u'r the one that failed, not me.....
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i noe its too good to be true that this girl has a crush on me..
even though the signs are there,
i cant interpret it as i hope it would...
and i know i do not deserved her, and i do not to want to hurt a pure and innocent girl like her...
....
"i am not sad for what is not to be mine, but grateful for the little things i had with u."

Thursday, August 27, 2009

"LOSS at first sight"

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during the vball competition..
well, they were two teams that were really powerful, (powered by state players)..
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every1 was trying to avoid them in the "draw" of group stages...
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well, we got lucky,
and we drew them both ...
in the same group...
at first, i thought my captain was joking, but it was written all over his face.."we r SCREWed"...
hahaha...
"poW!!"
our hopes of getting to the semis...
well,
"you will never now until you try"...i said to myself..
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and i dont understand why im always entangled with underdogs...
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we have nothing to lose....SO give our best and have fun..
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the 1st ball itself,
i sacrifice my body and flung my body to the ground and save the ball...
until today, the scar hasnt healed..
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haha, but it was a 5 second moment of fame, and a whole week stuck in pain...
my group of vballers, consist of mostly girls, 30 girls and 10 guys...
the atmosphere was superb, with 30 girls cheering you on, it made me feel like a STAR...
lol...well im not though...
i scored quite a few points for our team...but all of them you could say is "i dont what im doing, just get the ball across..
you could say, i was on "fire"...
"haha...
im only good at putting on a show, throwing my body here and there...
i cant remember how many times, i flung over just 2 get the ball..
with adrenaline pumping and the desire to go on...
we eventually lost to the eventual champions of the tournament by 31-27..
we were leading 27-24 or something...but..
"miss a an inch, miss by an mile, we miss"
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i was really glad we didnt get thrashing in front of our "FANS"...
we put on a show, and they put on our spirit..
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well, we learn more from defeats than success...
i guess what i learn today is that we ought to give a 110% even if it means losing, and in the end, it was well worth it...
for what we won, was not a "gold medal", what we won was, indeed , ourself and doing the unexpected...
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"a thxs to our cheerleaders, a thxs to our teamates who never gave up, a thxs for a great game played."

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

"Eating Competition"

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lately i joined the eating competiton at my college..
just 4 fun...
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haha...
it was fun ,even when i lost by 1 and a half bowl of MEE...
some people say i ate like "WOMEN"...(wyeK)
i think i even ate less then the girl contestant!!
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but the reason i lost is bcoz i already ate my lunch at the kantin..
and when leaving the kantin, some people were shouting 4 contestant 4 the competition,
so without the expectation of winning, i join 4 the experience...and offcourse its free to join..
TARC is really a fun place to be, just so u noe, there are all kinds of events, it's just so SPONTANEOUS...and out of our expectation...
rock climbing, the "human hamster ball thing", and all sorts la...
so if i join any fun activity, i'll be sure to post it here...
and i realise not so many people are so outgoing and fun as me...
huys ....SHOW SOME BALLS!!!..
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btw, volleyball competition is next week..
obviously im joining...
and i know theres no such thing as luck..
SO, dun wish me luck...

Monday, August 3, 2009

"Its All About Love"

Its all about love

everyone needs to be loved..

for without love , there is no life.

love is pure, love is blind ,

love is the greatest gift of life.

' for every beauty, there are eyes to see. '

i said to myself..

to the love of my life..

this is for you..

you were always there when i needed you....

you were never too far from me when i wanted you...

and i will say this to you;

“ Take my hand , and I’ll walk you across the torrents of blinding rain in the unforgiving storm.”

without you, my life is not complete,

without you, im a clown without a smile,

without you, i cannot find the reason to go on,

without you, im just a lonely soul lost in this chastening world,

In my very own world, it becomes dimmer....

it is with you, my life is complete,

it is with you, im a clown who can smile again,

it is with you, i found the reason to go on,

it is with you, my heart skips a beat..

my love for you, is like the stars shining ever so brightly in the night,

my love for you, is like the ever flowing river into the sea,

my love for you cannot be match by the deepest of seas, the highest of mountains.

my love for you can find no words.

our love is not driven by lust, our love is as pure as the tears of a child,

our love would stand against the greatest of waves,

our love would stand in the eye of the storm..

i stood there looking into your eyes,

i saw the bottom of your heart,

you want me, as much as i want you.

as our lips touched,

i felt for a moment that time stopped,

i felt a feeling that words can never say,

i felt a connection,

i felt our souls touched.

and as our souls touched,

you have given me the key to your heart,

as i have given you the key to mine.

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written by: mr.LEONG

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